how can you explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as love?
-albert einstein
Veni, Vidi, Vermicelli
I came, I saw, I had pasta.
-albert einstein
i forgot to greet everybody in cebu happy holidays on the 25th (philippine time). this might be late, but MERRY CHRISTMAS!
for the answers,
for your brain,
for the laughter,
and the jokes..
for the insistence,
and persistence
(when you know i'm wrong),
for the dirty look
and the innocent stare
that you interchange to counter mine
for the grudge and other "crazy" things
that we relate to every scene
for the i'm-always-right fights,
and our flu that comes and goes
for the bye-shai's
and the good-luck-shai's
and the other shai's in-between
for the hand
the hand
the hand (that held mine)
for the wassap shouts,
for the peace signs,
for the funny asian smile...
here's a little thank you, tom,
for making life worthwile.
rain's coming.
miguel and i had an argument about how some women prefer to date people they know already than meet up with some random person and know them through a date. i prefer the former. i prefer to know the one i'm dating with, i prefer that he and i had some history together before i actually divulge myself into the getting-to-know-him-much-better part, and i prefer group dates first before the "real thing." it's not actually a killing-me-softly thing to men for some women who would rather be taken out on the mid-part of the relationship. it's just that, it's a scary (well for me anyway) feeling to be in a room with a semi-stranger who has no idea who i am. what if he won't like me back? wouldn't that be scary to women? then at least, if we were friends, then there won't be any rejection happening because it was a friendly date anyway, and after that, you're going home as friends and that's the end of that.
one of the first things i ask of people is what books they have read, because i seem to have a bit of enough to say about that area. i have not, however very unfortunately, met someone enjoying the same kinds of books that i do; or maybe i did, but they just didn't have the passion for checking their grammar mistakes and correcting them, or they don't enjoy politics, or they actually like supernatural movies, or they haven't seen donnie darko, or they just don't enjoy my list of rock bands like straylight run or the old green day, or they don't understand why the little prince makes me cry, or or or.
with all the things i'm burdened with, there is no time to be bored and no time to breathe. stress has become routine, and sometimes i do wish to permanently give up. sometimes i wish i would be as smart as mau, or as pretty as ellen, or as creative as nikki, and at those times i'd think about how incredibly stupid i've become for the past year. stupid meaning moronic in a sense that i have to be told twice to get it. in other words, the very opposite of a wise man. not used to it, i swear, as i have never been like this in high school. i may be no genius, but i used to understand concepts as soon as i got introduced to it. college, however, drains my brain out.
dear moosy,
while watching final destination, i thought about what could have happened if an airplane and its cargo plane (is it called that? you know, where you put your luggages?), mixed with internationals, crashed and landed on a snowy mountainous region similar to that movie where they ended up eating each other (which i'm sure you all know the title and i don't) . i believe that only the filipino would survive. one big brown box full of chocolates, corned beef, vitamins, spam, clothes (even sweaters in a tropical country, for god's sake), shoes, magazines (in case of boredom) and the like would suffice. and in a month or so, i'm sure the filipino would be the last one standing. that is if he's a selfish old lying loner who doesn't share, which is an unusual trait for our nationality.